I think we all often have things that lay heavy on our hearts.
Sometimes it's things we can talk about aloud. Sometimes it's things we hold close to us because it hurts too much to talk about. Sometimes it's just something we can't discuss.
I have thought a lot lately about how different I am than when I graduated from high school almost six years ago. I think about the mistakes I have made in my life. Things I wish I could have changed. The things I struggled through because I felt like I had no one to confide in or couldn't tal about because it wasn't my place.
I guess I have had a heavy heart for awhile now because I jsut keep thinking about how the things I have went through, the people I have dealt with, and the choices I made affect the person I am today.
Sometimes I wish I was the same carefree girl I was six years ago, believing that everything and everyone in the world was good. Thinking that I would figure things out along the way, I made choices I wish I had not made. I guess maybe this is maybe something I need to work on. Maybe I will discuss things on this blog. Maybe I will use this not only as my love of music,crafts, baking, but also has therapeutic relief.
