Thursday, August 4, 2011

Wednesday

I decided I am not starting What I Wore Wednesdays until I go back to school.I was unsuccessful at finding a summer job so unless I have something to do I am in gym shorts all day, no makeup, hair in a messy bun.  I also decided that next week I am going to start another every Wednesday tradition.I am going to write a letter to someone (or a group of people) every Wednesday.It is based on a title of a book my mom has "The Wednesday Letters".  I haven't read it yet, but I hope to soon.  Speaking of books, I re-read one of my personal favorites again this week, Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson.
If you have not read this book, you should.  I personally think to be an educator, parent, or anything involving children/adolescents. This girl had MANY of the signs of someone who was raped, and yet no one took notice.No one even gave a second glance to this girl,except one teacher.  I won't say anymore because I don't want to ruin the plot, but this story is beautifully written.

I've also decided today that for any followers I do have(whether public or not) I am going to give you a few facts about me...
1.  I love children.  I love teaching.  I love the look on a child's face when they "get it".  I love doing church camp,youth group,Bible study, and soon Worship and Wonder.  I just love kids.  I love those "Kids Say The Darndest Things" moments. 
2.  I love nuts.  Almonds,cashews, pistachios, and pecans are my favorites.
3.  I love reading.  Especially young adult fiction. My favorite books include Speak, Impulse,To Kill A MockingbirdThirteen Reasons Why, and My Sister's Keeper.  I also love series books, such as Harry Potter, The Series of Unfortunate Events, and The Southern Vampire Series(AKA True Blood).
4.  I have a bad temper.  Believe it or not!
5.  I am extremely emotional.  I get very happy and very sad.  There's not a lot of in between with me unless I am doing something.  I am also the queen of bottling up emotions.
6. I HATE HATE HATE HATE asking for help.  On anything.  It doesn't matter if I need help in a class, financially, or in any other way.I just hate it.
7.  I curse far more then either parents would be proud to know.
8.  Often times I would rather hang out with guys then girls.  I have lots of girlfriends, but not many I would hang out in a group of girls with.  
9.  I love baking cupcakes!
10.  I want to be a teacher more than anything in the world!  In case, you didn't get that from #1.  I hope to end up teaching social studies.  Most people who knew me as a child are surprised I am not going for English/Language/Reading.  I was just really close to the Social Studies when I transferred to West Liberty and I decided to go into it.  That does not mean I won't attempt to instill a love of reading in my students.
11.  I really and truly do believe that a good teacher can have a positive effect on a child.  All those cheesy quotes about teachers like "The influence of a good teacher can never be erased", "A teacher takes a hand, opens a mind, and touches a heart", and "Teachers plant seeds of knowledge that grow forever"...yeah I believe wholeheartedly in all those.
12.  The perfect salad to me has a 2:1 lettuce to carrot ratio.  Although instead of lettuce, spinach is even better.
13.  I am scared shitless of the future.  I am afraid of being a bad teacher, a bad mom, a bad wife, a bad citizen.
14.  My biggest fear in life is I will get a divorce.  If I don't have kids it won't bug me as much, but if I have kids it would break my heart for them.  I know how much your heart can hurt from it.  I know that it breaks my heart to say, I don't remember sitting down to a meal with both parents.  I'm sure it happened...I have no doubt it happened, but I don't remember it.  I don't have albums of family vacations. 
15.  I will admit I am way too hard on myself and I worry WAY too much, but I have no idea how to stop it.
16.  I am going to lose twenty more pounds by the end of the year if it kills me.
17.  I couldn't imagine my life without my fiance.  He is my best friend and always has my back.  He can almost always calm me down when I am upset.
18. I have the best parents anyone could ask for.  Even as an adult I get sad they couldn't make it work, but I know it was for the best and I got a pretty awesome stepmom and a little brother I couldn't imagine life without.
19.  Speaking of my brother he is one of my best friends too.  I have been able to tell him things I couldn't tell anyone else before he could even talk.
20.  My most prized possessions are my engagement ring, a kaleidoscope-like thing with a picture of the one vacation I took with both parents,my Caregivers pin from Relay for Life, a string of beads I got at church camp last year for being a "hero", a caboose from my grandpa's train set, and the Bride Barbie Gary gave me when he proposed.

Well there you have it...twenty random facts about me.

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